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I feel nothing.The numbness is almost comforting
The feeling of absolutely nothing
No sadness, no anger
Just dead silence
I couldn't care less for his reply
I couldn't care less if he's gone for good
No nervousness, no fear
Just emptiness
My life just goes on, the days drag by
My cuts don't get worse, nor do they improve
No worries, not anxious
I feel nothing.
CharcoalI light up all the words you say.
I turn them into birds of prey.
No backing down.
It's the judgement day.
Happy birthday! Aren't we a fact!?

The silence is now louder,
And we are samer than the others.
Though the fire now burns quieter,
We're nothing but fighting brothers.

So I light up all the words you say.
I turn them into birds of prey.
No backing down.
It's the judgement day.
Happy birthday! Aren't we a fact!?

Aren't we lovers? Aren't we a fact?
Let's find a new fate.

      Somewhere

                                  people

don't

            know

                             our

                                            
The Pixelated Mani am just a single pixel,
a tiny dot on the digital canvas of my life,
a speck of grey in a sea of color,
a whirlpool of life and frivolity,
yet the sea is far away,
i am but a single pixel on a blank canvas,
a single pixel can never see a bigger picture,
yet somehow i am okay this way,
a single solitary pixel,
and yet all the same i cling to hope,
i hope that one day i will be joined by other pixels,
so that we may form a beautiful picture,
a special little masterpiece
lostI see them slip one by one, all my dreams

Try so hard to catch them, but they dance away it seems.

I don’t want my friends to be my only source of hope

I don’t want to hurt myself anymore just to cope.

This life hasn’t turned out the way I wanted it to be

I’m scared of a future I’m not sure I want to see.

Everyday I feel more confused, feel even more lost

I want to die but I’m not sure if its worth the cost~
Have you seen that girlHave you seen that girl
With the yellow clothing
Running around, making too much noise?

I’m afraid I haven’t
I’ve seen the girl in blue though
She was calm, yet seemed troubled

What’re you talking about
I’ve only seen the girl in black
Packed with danger, yet kept to herself

Ah, were you guys just talking about me?

They all turned
To find the girl
The color they each want to see
For she is nothing
But
A mirror
That shows what you want to see
But never
Revealing the hidden part inside
Dear momThirteen years are far too long.
I think of your favorite song
and I sit here this day,
thinking what would be the best to say.

I miss you, more then most know.
I remember the way your eyes used to glow.
Waking up each morning, to the smell of coffee and smoke,
there you sat, in your morning cloak.

One day I will paint, I'll paint you in blue.
For you are my sky, that will always be true.
I think of the days filled with happiness and smiles,
the way you made us feel, could be seen for miles.

The little things I wish I remembered,
the way you laughed, what you would have worn in December.
How it felt to fall a sleep next to you,
but one day
wading in deeperI've never told you
about this fear
and it is proof of cowardice
how I dare speak of it
when you're not here
I've never put it into words
before, but maybe you've seen it
in the way I look at you
or silently plead for your hand
to hold
it says
please
don't leave me
alone
because you are
the most precious soul
and without you here
I forget how to breathe
and drown
Consider It a DiseaseIs like a bomb that's about to hit
A errie thought that takes over
When life get hard
We give up
Therefore it seems like death is the only answer
You wish your friends and family can stop you
But only you can stop yourself
Don't let negatively become a disease
You're stronger then that
Life will get better down the road
Is the truth but only so few can believe in so
Be happy, my baby girl.I don’t know when you’ll be reading this, my sweetheart
But what daddy is about to tell you will help you understand him a little

Your father is a complex, but loving and caring man
He always tried to help his friends and loved ones whenever he could, even if it was at the cost of himself
But that isn’t the best thing one can do
It got him hurt a lot by people he would have never thought to be hurt by
Luckily daddy has gone through it all, just so he could teach you to be different
Listen to me baby girl, it took daddy not long to figure out what life is
What life is ment to be, and what its true purpose is

He was depresse
Stone Heartkneeling on rough ground,
the tears fall from my face,
collecting in a chalice beneath your feet,
feel the melodic rhythm of my heart in every drop,
and sate your thirsty lips upon the cool water,
drink your fill from the wellspring of my love,
but do not be surprised once the well runs dry,
and my heart becomes like stone,
and beats no more
Still searching for youthe skyline has been torn open again
as it released the cold cold rain
water rises into a river so deep
drowning me just leave me to sleep

i slowly start to open my eyelids
and look to where the light once hid
the darkness now surrounds the sky
as these rivers now run dry

I take a walk on the streets without names
as my blood freezes within my veins
my lips start to slowly turn blue  
im at the end but im still searching for you

so i walk through the valley of death
as i savoir my very last breath
my lungs feel so full but there so empty
ill die to see the beauty i used to see
LiveI'm Rio that needs a hero.

Take this knife out of my chest or leave me bleeding with out a bulletproof vest.

Am I a angel or a demon? something in me is emotional and hidden.

Somethings are unwritten and out spoken. A fire is in me.

Water calms the flames of rage. To much water kills the flame that is in a cage.

The bird still sings in it's tortured state of mind. Trying to find peace inside.

Peace is is wish for being so blind. Because peace is at his bedside.

Between the darkened heart and pent up rage. The sun is rising off the waves.

A new day rises another one sets. I'm letting go of this soulless regret.

This is for my own good
Never LastsNever Lasts

I fall so hard
I fall so fast
But I already know
It never lasts

Love is a circle?
No, Love is a line
There is always an end
What about "Love is kind"?

Kind at the start
Perhaps the "patient" thing, too
But all that goes away
And you'll be left feeling blue

I'm better off alone
I'm better off lost
Why fall for love
When it comes with a cost?

Don't fall so hard
Don't fall so fast
My wise words to you
"It will never last"
Your Skin to that BladeYour Skin to that Blade

You take your skin to that blade
That thin piece of sharp metal
To go beneath your skin.

That moment when you feel that rush
The rush of a red river
flowing down your wrist
The release of your demons.

Weather it's across the stream
or down the street
That first slice becomes an addiction
Addiction of ecstasy when you
bring your skin to that blade.

The next day people are asking you
"Why are you wearing a long sleeve shirt in this weather"
with your reply of "I'm just cold."
When you fill wrists with bracelets
or the “my cat scratched me” excuse.

You will say anything believe just so
you can ke
Dead RingerThere is a sound which catches both the eyes and the ears,
A sound that penetrates the darkest caves and alleyways,
One that engulfs you in its entirety no matter how loud or soft,
That carries a melody of the soul, a message for only you to hear.

A sound which turns and stops you in your tracks, a warm shiver spreading down your spine,
The kind of sound that forces you to think about life and about dreams and about why you’re here and...
Where you’re going and how you’re going to get there?
The kind of sound that isolates you from the world...

On an impersonally quiet walk to the bus stop, in the middle of autumn,
A sound
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Savior's tale (Rap by Wulf)Once upon a time
In the forests of Bird Island
A legend was born
Whose tale would be grand
A werewolf prophet
Lorenzo's disciple
The boy who'll change it all
In just a short while
Fighting off this "revolution"
And start spreading the peace
Preaching to us the words
Of the holy deceased
Edmund Bartolo
A man of pure heart
Fights for the rights of all
Before it'll all fall apart
Peter McMurphy
Is one really bad dude
Worse than Adolf Hitler
When he gassed the jews
You see this ginger Irish man
Developed this pill
That instead of killing humans
Gives them our "skill"
The bite of these Werewolves
Can turn any blood "bad"
And as the power will grow
They'll all become mad
So now working night and day
Mr.Bartolo shall fight
Protecting both humans and werewolves
And everyone's rights
Peter says he wants a world
"Full of werewolves quite unique"
But that dictator wants power
And that's expected, so to speak
He lies and deceives
To make you believe
Before he casts a net
Word around the bend
Says
Crying at my funeralBroken smile
Faded dreams
Guilt of a cheat
Or so it seems
I'm not the one
To let you feel pain
So I'll stand on the corner
In the pouring rain
Looking for a way
Back to the start
When you weren't in pain
From a shattered heart
I've bled out my problems
A river of red flows deep
Yet you cry them out
Sitting in your bedroom to weep
I tried to stop my depression
I tried to stop loving you
But you lack the words
and I don't know what to do
I've let this go on
For way too long
I've let you hurt
And that's just wrong
So here's a so long
a little farewell
It's not your fault though
I'm not completely in hell
You're innocent
So stop being upset
I've had lots of troubles
before we met
So I'll leave you alone
Don't wallow in guilt
Focus on what matters
Like the relationship you built
Like the friends you have
Don't think of this guy
I'll be just fine
so please don't cry
I'll be in Germany
Where I started
So enjoy your freedom
Don't be broken hearted
You didn't fall for me
Of that I'm sure
So ple
Heart's ablazeWell this will sound Sappy
But it's true to the letter
And I'm telling you in song
So what could be better
My Love for you is a fire
That is a major fact
However the person that I am
Has some things they lack
But I have a heart, big and strong
And I'll always be here for you
You could take  your love away
And that would still be true
When I'm on stage
I'm thinking of you
Hair of orange
Eyes of blue
When I'm with them
You're in my head
My thoughts fade out
I become brain dead
I wrote a song
But I'm scared to sing
Because I don't know
What emotions it'll bring
Whether you'll be smiling
And joyful and glad
Or sorrowed or terrified
Or even just plain mad
No matter what I do
I simply cannot decide
Whether or not to show to you
That I wanna be by your side
Because when I'm on stage
I'm thinking of you
Hair of orange
Eyes of blue
When I'm with them
You're in my head
My thoughts fade out
I become brain dead
And from the forest to the city
The beautiful sounds and views
Are nothing to be c
PlacesSing:
I'm a soul survivor baby,
I walk down these empty roads,
I could travel anywhere,
but I've got no place to go...
Rap:
You see these roads surround me,
I'm paved in the pain,
I've got callouses from just
walking in rain
I'm a soul survivor
I walk great lengths
go where the wind takes me
yeah, I've got the strength
Sing:
I'm a soul survivor baby,
I walk down these empty roads,
I've been everywhere darlin,
But I've got no place called home...
Rap:
Walking every day in the darkness and in light,
I take on these obstacles and I'm ready for the fight
I've got worn out shoes that have lost their soles
I'm a half broken man who isn't all whole
You've got all these places to go
Places to see
but how can you walk at all, when you've lost your feet
I've got this burning sensation as I walk alone
I'll never be brought down by the sticks and stones
Sing:
I'm a soul survivor baby,
I walk down these empty roads,
I've seen everything darlin,
been chilled out to the bone
I'm a soul survivor
Love from a love song[Verse 1-]
The music's in the air
We sing with pure harmony
Yet I have this feeling
Coming from some part of me
If what draws us closer
Is just a song on romance
Then I'm going insane
But there's still a little chance
[Chorus-]
Why must kissing you be so tempting?
Can you feel it when our hearts set tempo?
As the melody changes, so do we
Tonight we'll both see how these feelings grow
Can Love really come from singing a song?
How can I tell if this is all real?
Singing romantic songs in harmony
Is summoning how I truly feel
[Verse 2]
I can't tell if it's me
But when our voices unite
There's magic in the air
As these unseen sparks ignite
I know all my troubles
Might just be a fantasy
but if you play along
Then I'm not imagining
[Chorus]
Why must loving you be so tempting?
Can you feel it when our hearts set tempo?
As the melody changes, so do we
Tonight we'll both see how these feelings grow
[Bridge]
Let's let the music flow
This is where we let go
don't let this end tonight
With passion
Dear Mr. PresidentDear Mr.President,
You've got a lot to do,
there's hate going on and
you shouldn't let it through
Dear Mr.President,
This is the time for change,
It's not up to religion
and this is not a game,
Dear Mr. President,
There's no time to lose,
everyday in an unfair way,
the gays have rights they lose,
Your ancestors fought for their rights,
they took a blow to stand,
and now here comes a new fight,
that spreads across the land,
Dear Mr. President,
What are you going to do?
in this world that's full of hate against
all the gays and you?
You see this world's not full of christians,
and God never said it was wrong,
so if you can'r see what's in front of me
well, how could you go along?
Dear Mr. President,
it's become up to you,
to stop the hate on all the gays,
and create this world of new,
Dear Mr. President,
The country's tearing apart,
and it's not up to a bible or
a god that makes the seas part,
It's up to you...
Sincerely,
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Broken

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Drown me in TEARS
Hide in your FEARS
Leave me to DIE
But don't even CRY
What did I DO
I'm losing YOU
I can't even THINK
I can't take a DRINK
I want you to BE
As Happy as ME
But you didn't WISH
For any of THIS
If I die right NOW
You should know HOW
My ripped out HEART
Just fell APART
Now it's all BLACK
From the life it LACKS
WHY MUST I
BE LEFT TO DIE
:iconlukameguirine:
how someone I know feels right now...
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*SakuraMelodylullaby May 1, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Who is this for? If I may ask...
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~LukaMeguirine May 1, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
my cousin...
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*SakuraMelodylullaby May 1, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm sorry...
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~Wandering-Serenity May 1, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I love how this "gets louder" as you go further.
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~LukaMeguirine May 1, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
thanks
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